The emptiness in me...

He broke off.. HA.. i knew it.. but its not to my advantage... He is chasing another gal now. A girl whom he likes for many years. She's his school mate i guess....

Sitting across the table facing him... what can i say? How can i react? Im in shocked.. but i scolded him for not sharing the GOOD NEWS with me. What kindda friend is he?!! HA.. he knew i liked him... i know he used to have feelings for me... but no doubt, i ranked lower than his school mate. Well, angry..? not really.. sad? Perhaps a bit.. but more of disappointed that he misled me.. Ha... But he din make any promises that he will chase me.. so who can i blame?

I knew this on 24.06.05.. my bday eve.. what a great bday present... he was supp to spend my bday with me. He did say he will still celebrate with me and truely hope we are still good frens. However, we din spend 25.06.05 together cos his dad was admitted to hospital. Hmm... oh well..